i didnt realize that this year was a leap year. and thought to myself HMMMM, its still only Feb 27
my friendly computer clock soon pointed me in the right direction. and if its the end of the month, it would mean that Dad's allowance would come trickling in. i think.
and... results would be released on Mar 1. woo. rather anxious i must say. theres this air of uncertainty man. but well, we'll hope for the best.
I've never been known to think optimistically.
A levels results coming out on the day after that. the JC peeps are already freaking out. quite classic to see the reactions. the news instantly went on the MSN nicks of every junior college denizen. enthu
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soccer with George and his Indian mates was fun as well. we were madcaps running around topless at like. 3am in the morning after a single white ball. and everything was in Tamil. I had to rely on hand signals and basic verbal skills to play my game. hahaha. but it all turned out great. because those guys were really nice people i must say.
was running around like some headless chicken in the first few matches. hardly got a touch of the ball and ran in all the wrong directions. communication breakdown. but gradually i got acclimated to the environment and the goals began to flow.
got a little chuffed at times when some of them went for the jugular and rocketed the ball when a better option would be to pass it. but things like that happen i guess. get on and over it.
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and I just realized that a certain person deleted me off Friendster as well. I was doing friend list maintenance and downsizing the list. proud to say its now down to 397 from 491.
and this certain person used to be on the first page of the list. I checked the first page and all other pages and he wasn't there anymore. and I'm pretty darn sure that I didn't delete him in a subconscious state. no reason to at all.
its already fucking childish when you delete and block a person from MSN without first making an effort to or allowing another person to explain the situation. even girls don't do that. shallow and superficial.
and then hide in a hole or behind a friend when you are confronted to clear the air. goes to show how much of a man you really are. measure of a man. I think that guys and especially those at our age shouldn't be behaving like that.
I don't have a habit of publicizing my private matters really. but some things seriously irk me. you tell everyone that its my fault in the whole matter, then proceed to block and delete me off MSN. I wanted to know exactly what injustice I did you and you refused to stand face to face and talk things out on the grounds that you thought me inferior to speak to the likes of you. Now I think I know what you are unhappy about already, but you still refuse to talk face to face.
I have never been an unreasonable or malevolent person by nature. I sought you out not to pick a fight, but solely to talk. and even that you deny me of. I wanted simply to know why you were so angry and I would offer my explanation. if I was really wrong, then I would apologize for my behavior on your terms. I don't pick fights. but i would defend myself if the need arises.
if you are reading this and you decide to finally meet up and talk face to face like a man, I'm always available. just tell me the time and place.
and I'll come alone. no extra baggage.
4:42 PM