(yeah, the Dec 23/24 one. still gets me into that mood though)
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you.one night.clashoffates.itswonders.acrossspaces.alluring.mystifying.
dancer.thecoldbitternight.lifedirection.whereimheadedto.
theleavesdontsway.afalling.usedto.justlost.fallingyes.help.
greenpurple.blackred.thedreamer.romanticist.
idealistperhaps.nomatter.walkalongthebeach.
theagingwarmsunset.justmaybe.themoonlightdance.
initiative.doodle.fluffedup.warmlove.likenoother.
nonetheknowing.gerberas.balloons.tearsandrain.
sobeautiful.passion.thejudgementaltreatment.
becauseyoudo.lost.angelsanddemons.
theautumncastle.onewinterday.
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twentythird.december.twozerozerofive.falala.indochine.
thelureofyourpresence.theimpactofyourperson.
thebrillianceofyourmind.aheartset.amindmadeup.
thenfearstruck.disaster.inthemaking.trustofmen.
thespitterofreturn.thethud.themessage.
theinexplicable.thehorror.thedisbelief.theloss.
theforsakence.theletdown.thefallen.theout.
thedrivelost.ohhowthemightyhasfallen.
thedescend.plunge.thewasted.why.
noneunderstand.noonefeels.thecrackwithin.
theshatterofbrokenglass.thesmithereens.
abrokendream.likenoother.nosympathy.
nonesodeservingof.notjustfun.somethingelse.
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pray, be heard.for days of pain,nights of forsakence.this point of time.when leaves dont sway,those reasons that go unseen.when nights are chilly,for lost warmth you feel worthy of.sure may you be.i know you not.why the angst of hurtful thoughts.the turmoil within.one beautiful mind.the fallen.however,into deep embraces of souls who care. ponder.-answered.
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one day i'll fly away. leave all these to yesterday.
amelia.
4:40 PM