dead n buried. i have formulated the almightiest reply for all who are/would/can/will/ ask me how it went.
n that is : NO COMMENTS
i gave it my best shot. thats that. no regrets.
let fate decide. i shall.
for now , im a free man. that feeling's incrediballsy.
having being bogged down by numbers and stress for the whole year
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met up with Ivan & Dass at CWP for some chillout. we deserve it guys. for slogging it out like dogs.
let muggerism die.
had some great pooling with em'.
taught Dass how to play n all. hes a great student.
learnt it fast. now hes addicted to the colorful balls too.
Ivan & i entertaining ourselves cheaply(as usual) by cheap shotting Dass. yeh. racial stuffs
but only for the fun. we dont wanna get in trouble ya know! ( think : racist blogger)
tWas fun.'
Dass spells I-V-A-N as H-I-W-E-N. wuahahhahah..!!! LOL!!
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n it was truly a moment of magic fer me.
i saw her. before we went up the escalator. was fate.
shes changed. great new hairstyle. we jibed' each other's hair.
haha. conversation this time was without tension. just plain kick-socks off n talk kinda thingy.
felt real comfortable.
u know u will always have this special place in me.
talked abt lotsa stuff while she continued her shopping. hair products. IJC. schoolwork. former bandmates. her bag.
shes changed. much more eloquent with the language. n stil oozing class n charm. if not better.
touched by her parting gesture of approaching me n discreeting announcing her departure. sweet.
and did that fall from heaven hurt? . haha.
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been thinking this way :
pple have been treating me like a joke. or so i realise.
how's that gonna feel if ur the butt of every joke.
always the one being suanned.
true enuff. im one laugher. i laugh at all stuffs. i stomach things well.
but things do have a limit. whats it gonna be when i blow it one day.
would that jeopardise friendship then? think abt it.
times when everyone needs their respect. so do i.
times when u start treating me like a fren.
times when i do ponder. start the fall into mental profoundity.
n then jolt right back.
no. i dont want to.
/ced
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