Friday, January 14, 2005

Aight!!..its the end of the week again..wud describe this week as a total disaster for me as my life virtually went down the drain man..n i meant the wrong side of teh drain really..got lotsa stuff bugging me lar n pple wud prolly noe me as a person who seemingly can handle pressure effortlessly,but however cowers and caves in when the pressure mounts and piles on.

Now decided tt i wud blog on Monday n Friday instead lar cos Monday wud be describing the stuff i did during the weekends and Friday,yeah..no prizes for guessing..the events tt took place during the entire week itself.Was kinda busy and succumbing to the evil tempt of LAZYINESS last week and so did not have time to sit down and blog lar..

Was training yesterday and ill say that im now beginning to control the nerve factor and handling myself quite composely during games.However,there were still teh scuffles and of cos arguements and hate being spread arnd lar..Was overall a good session of training if not for some unsightly events happening which i shall term as THOSE WHOM WE DONT SPEAK OF (cheapo THE VILLAGE riffoff)..SiGhHh...haha..hope to steadily improve with the support and help+advice from teammates.Proceeded to Tampines Mall for teh usual dinner night out with the guys and got to learn more about some of them and even unravelling sides of some guys whom i've nv known before..Quite an eye opener really..N yeah..Hadi indirectly taught me the AU Naturel' way to waste away boring bus rides by being hooked onto the phone with *AheM AheM* for the whole bus ride..Now tt's enriching..gotta try tt next time..pity those ears really..
(DaRn...tt fella can really talk ar!!...)....hahhhahaha..sorry man bro..i just gotta get this down..heh heh..

Came home from training with the worse possible scenario though..hahha..arrived home to see my tank burst its walls and fishes dying from my other tanks..DarN..was rather pissed lor tt i had to come home to such trash and filth.Did all teh cleaning up work and as my rage simmered,i began to see the beauty of teh work im doing and why my passion for animals has really sustained over these years when many others have long ago extinguished their flame for committment to their pets. This alone makes me proud as i have genuinely proven my committment to myself and keeping the flame alive over times of hardship and when there were such times when thoughts of giving up and abandonment began to swirl around me,i successfully conquered these thoughts and dismissed them..YeaH..Yada yada huh..hahha..but hey..One of the few things which im really proud of!!

As of press time,i've just returned from a game of soccer with those sec sch frens of mine and wud say that it was quite an experience when we started the atmosphere going thick with our humour and remininscing about past jokes and experiences..Yeah..those were the days huh..haha..didnt really play up to my expectations though cos was too hooked up with laughing my ass off and basically playing the fool around..hahaha..i get kicks outta making pple laugh..at me or with me..haha..Was rather at ease and relaxed as the guys present were those i really got along well with and no tension was felt whatsoever..It was just a game of laughs,laughs and crap..hahha

OOh well..coming to an end here..Gotta remind myself to study for VB ut..really detest VB lar..DarN tt module..noe nuts abt it..

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