there's so much you can do with it. except that i probably wont get to play around with it much.
new line as well, ill let you guys know about my new number once everything's settled and done.
well, theres always bookouts, off days and leave to play with it though. besides, i need a camera anyway after a certain absent-minded sister 'conveniently' left my old camera at... argh NVM..
makes me fume only. DARN
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approaching our last week of deployment now. everyone's glad really.
slog and slog and we would get our much-deserved week long break. lets hope that nothing screws up at the last minute.
i realized that I need vitamin C tablets and supplements cos my normal intake is far too low. and vitamin C deficiency causes all sorts of ailments to afflict you. really should watch my health as I age.
and yeah, I seriously dislike seeing cliques forming within cliques. I hate taking sides.
I hate being the people-pleaser I currently am. see its like, person A would wanna ask you out for a drink and chillout at town, but yet he's afraid that by calling you, person C would get to know about it through you and tag along. and person C is someone whom many people find difficult to get along with, but he doesn't realize it himself.
now problem here is, I'm perfectly fine if I understand the whole scenario. I'm prepared not to go simply because I don't wanna cause hassles and difficult scenarios to occur.
but it isn't acceptable when people talk about stuff behind my back and yet think that I am completely oblivious about what is going on. sometimes its asphyxiating when you know something that people don't want you to know about, but you can't or rather, don't wanna call their bluff simply because this fragile thing called FRIENDSHIP matters to you.
its laughable how even at this level of mental maturity, such things are still existing and running rampant. almost like schoolgirls.
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Anyone who, can touch you, can hurt you, or heal you
Anyone who, can reach you, can love you, or leave you
words of wisdom. and nope, they ain't from me. i just find writings like that...
BEAUTIFUL.
9:40 PM