hmmmm. im wondering why uh. Today doesnt feel like a Friday at all to me.
i think its because i didnt go to school today. ah. maybe uhh.
It was Network Security today. i prepared as usual for school the day before and laid out all the clothes to wear in the bathroom already. i like being prepared and not getting all rushy in the morning
and when the alarm rang out, it was like.. 8.30am. HWOAH. and what time does class start ?
8.30AM. so yerh. although im usually in class at 9am.
thing about Network Security is uhh. i am always late for that module 'cept for the past 2 weeks where i was early and that the facilitator mentioned that my attitude towards his lesson has changed for the better.
i used to disrespect, ignore,diss and spit upon that lesson. always with the couldnt-care-less attitude.
strangely enough, i donno why i changed too. so to cut things short, i didnt wanna walk into class late and disappoint la.
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Tuesday's class was like uber fun again. because WE made it fun.
Marketing class got transformed into one big party.
the quirky girls brought like. a whole bag of yoghurt, cakes, pies and some kueh.
Vik , Jerry and I brought the liquor. and the facilitator was like WOAH !
so we proceeded to do what we do best. make merry and basically behave like animals.
i was rather peeved at how crude some of my classmates were... and their lack of erhhh. etiquette ?
like HELLO??? . who in the world tries to down a whole bottle of Wolf Blass cabernet sauvignon by teh bottle ?
or thinking that absolut vodka tastes like syrup and tries to down the bottle only to realise that its throat burningly impossible ??
Vik and I were like laughing our asses off and taking videos of those who are obviously lacking in intellectual and common depth.
but green tea for mixers doesnt quite cut it la, Vikneswaran. i told you to buy Coca Cola already !
vik looks strangely gay here.
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FYP presentation is coming up on Monday and after that, it concludes FYP 1.
and brings about a whole new set of challenges I alone must face. sighhh.
i just hope i clear the presentation and get done with this FYP team.
jayina, feel my pain. start now. haha
i feel like. i just went through so much with this team. negativites please.
FYP taught me about humanity. and how it reacts and responds in the face of crisis
too many times have i experienced rude shocks from the human spirit and what it is capable of.
sad to say, we are ugly creatures.
i've seen friends going into FYP and strangers walking out of it. ive seen brawls and tempers flaring. clashing of egos and shows of domination. its laughable aint it .
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happy to be back playing soccer with the guys after a long respite too. i've rusted a little, but still full of bite. Gennaro Gattuso style !
flying into tackles, pushing my body to the limits, sweating blood and playing with fire all over my torso.
realised that im not the kinda player with showy tricks ala cristiano ronaldo.
i work best and most effectively when im on the flanks spraying pinpoint passes and crosses to my forwards.
and also as a second forward to mop up rebounds , chase after lost balls or apply pressure to opposition defenders.
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the friday night doesnt yet have a peaceful feel to it. maybe ill go listen to some emo music and emo-tise myself to feel at peace and RELAX. as lappie always says.
THATS RIGHT. i am relaxed when i feel emo and in a poetic mood.
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CRIMSON SCARS
I know you will never see me
You have killed me
Right from your beautiful hazel eyes
I am invisible
To the one thing
I want so bad
You scan the street
And look right through me
Every time you do this
I dig deeper into my skin
harder
And harder
Till drops of crimson flow
Why do I love you?
11:10 PM